I've really neglected blogging lately, I write so many entries in my head, but actually finding the time to type them is tricky these days.
But one night in hospital, instead of feeling utterly tired and over it all, I had a real sense of gratitude.
We have so much to be thankful for. Thank you to all the wonderful people who sent messages, texts and emails. I will apologise right now for not replying to them all, and I don't think I will ever catch up on them, but thank you.
Amongst all that, I had some special visitors up at hospital trying to share the load with the clingy baby who just wanted his mama, bringing treats, mags and keeping me company. I found the hospital had wifi (yussss! Only in the children's ward too!) and was able to keep in touch with beautiful online friends and family which was a real boost for me, hospital can be so isolating otherwise I'm sure.